How Quickly The Tide Changes

Steve's Summer of Love has not developed the way i was hoping so far. In fact i would say it has been less a Summer of Love but a summer of tedious, painful, and stupid nights. Well, although it is not going that well i still have to keep some hope alive.

Actual summer begins tomorrow, June 2oth. So although spring has come to a close there is still a whole season to become the Summer of Love. I may not be as inspired about the summer as I was, but that doesn't mean I don't have anything to look forward to. This weekend is a camping trip to Rocky Neck, next weekend is the Traveling Opie & Anthony Virus Tour, then the 4th of July, and then Rec.

As long as the next two weeks go 4286 well and I can get everything taken care of, i should be smooth sailing for the rest of the summer. Everything will already be planned and I can just enjoy what i am doing.

Once work ends today I am off to the gym and i need to make tomorrow as productive as i possibly can. I think the hardest part about setting up a rec program is that i don't have any support, and everything i do is completely alone. I really feel like, not only does this program run only because of me but it will also fail because of me, and that is what really has me stressed out. I just need someone else who cares about it as much as i do, that I can work through things with, and go on all these meetings and silly little crap with.